我真贱

明明有一个爱我的人，又好又体谅人但我却喜欢一个吊儿郎当的人而且还把经常躲避人家。现在人家有男朋友了我又觉得好像喜欢上他了。怎么办？有时我拒绝人家先现在又喜欢人家，我真贱格！把人家当成救生圈。

Stalker

Recently i do aware that so many stalkers that always come to disturb me...
but why? it is because i am instructor?i am also a human being...
did you know your act will bring me headache and problem?
and OFCOURSE,that's annoying!
so please,stop disturbing me!

p/s : might offended,but that's fact!

贪新鲜

整个月都没有update我的blog了。
果然证明我有够贪新鲜的。。。
一个月一次，又没有人看，看来关掉算了。。。
像垃圾一样的blog。。。

a better choice?

recently just realized that i already did something wrong that until can't return to the point of begin...

talked to some of my best friends,it's seem like they cant help me to slove my preblem and keep asking me not to think too much...

been thinking for more than one month,sometimes just think maybe keep being wrong might be a better choice for myself...

thats make me headache alot...
what to do?

A sence of satire

i know,i'm in love now...
but what can i do?
people don't like me...
sometimes wondering,what the use i have so many pursuers?
i am not interested with them at all...
the person that i love have no feeling with me...
so why do i need so many pursuers?
it's useless...
what a surpreme irony to my life...

I need a clear direction.

what am i doing now...?
i know i shouldn't fall in love with someone...
but,i really cant control my feeling...
and i know,i am not allowed to in love with my target...
so why do i keep being so stubborn?
it is so suffering...
please tell me what to do?

is this my fault...?

Is been a long time never update my blog here...just feel like nothing to do and just wanna write something to share but i know,no one is reading...

Recently,i found that i in love with someone.after let some of my friends know who is my target,no one agree and encourage to date my target.and i know,i fall in love with someone i shouldn't with it...

it is being in love with someone is so suffering?i never been in love like this before,so suufering until i can feel my heart is pain.i missed my target everyday,almost every hours...anytime and anywhere.

i know is sickening,but i really cant control myself to thinking about my target.
what to do?gosh that's make me feel so annoyed...